a vision softly creeping

chaos , an end result and a new beginning...
I have read somewhere that in Greek mythology Chaos was the most ancient of Gods.
Its like genesis. and its antithesis.
it's fascinating...like that night way back in 99 on hillTop...
we all noticed it at some point in the night..
Mads and i noticed it, gRunge and i caught it, ...
"mass movement"..thats the term we coined for it..right then, in our own sharespace...

bonding..its a really cool thing...when you can feel 'em funky plastic wires shooting out from your head and squirming around everywhere, like they've just been sprayed out of a can of that party spray stuff...
making beautiful knots in ringlets..with someone elses,
like an enchanted chameleon phasing from one side of the gradient to the another...

came across a really nice publication today...reminded me about stuff i really want to do...and showed me that there are people who are really doing what they really wanted to do...

so many plans, so little patience...whatever am i going to do? i suppose Bob never went through this...i mean im sure Eddie might have...but Bob..he was just a class apart...
belated 60th haPpy birThday Bob.

I came across an article today that sold a cellphone connection for people to communicate with their dearly departed and loved ones in their graves...needless to say, it was one way communication.
somethings about it disturbed me...but it reminded me that to speak to those i have lost,
such a device would be absolutely otiose. i figure they can hear me speak to them in my head..and if that don't work, then here goes:

Mr. Toto,
with whom i have shared many a favourite songs and books,
and annikels and punya,
and one liners ofcourse
its too bad i dont get to hear from your brain anymore,
and its just too bad that after dropping you to parle station that day i never saw you again.
i hope you found whatever you needed to come your way before it was over.
and i hope your train ride wasn't too rough..i remember telling you it might be packed like sardines...
rest in peace man, hope the music keeps playing.